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Shopping is a form of an exercise.

Conditioning

I've got to have enough sleep because another coaching period has begun and I can no longer afford to have low QA Scores. Not that I'm getting low scores, I am on Quadrant 1, always, not to brag of course. haha Well it isn't really worth bragging for, it's like having average scores. Surviving. Almost there.  But not good enough.

I hate it. Not having bonus all the time. I hate it that because I got lower rank in the center statistics, my schedule have to suffer. I hate it when I don't get enough rest because of split off. I'm stressed out, too depressed. I don't want to think. So I'm logging out now. Bye for now. 

Series, TV Shows.. My life. haha

Almost all of my favorite TV Series are on their Season Break. This is an agony, torture to the human soul. haha

Anyways, might as well share to you guys what Series of Series and TV Shows I'm talking about. haha

1. Pretty Little Liars
2. 2 Broke Girls
3. Awkward
4. The Inbetweeners (US)
5. The Lying Game
6. Switched At Birth
7. Jane By Design
8. America's Next Top Model
9. Glee
10. Suburgatory
11. Beauty And The Beast
12. How I Met Your Mother
13. New Girl
14. Don't Trust The B---- in Apartment 23
15. The Walking Dead

There, mind to check this series out. :)

The Unwanteds by Lisa Mcmann

After a long, long, long time... I finally got the book! It was categorized as a Children's Book so the Customer Service Assistant at the Fully Booked store must be wondering why on earth am I interested on this book. You know what caught my eye? Look at the uppermost part of the cover, "THE HUNGER GAMES MEETS HARRY POTTER." haha :D You know that I'm a die hard fan of The Hunger Games. And by means of die hard, I think about it most of the time. And Harry Potter, although i haven't read a single book yet, I've already watched the whole series. However, i know movie adaptation isn't enough, but I'm okay with it :D

So yeah, I'm starting to read it. I just wish I didn't get my money put onto waste on purchasing such trashy book. But I haven't purchased that much of a book, because..

1.) It's a high maintenance vice, 

2.) I don't have a shelf yet, as soon as I get my own room, I'll buy a super cool looking bookshelf. hah!

3.) When I'm bored I read, no matter where I am, I read. So I prefer an Ebook. :)

And I forgot to tell you, I bought the second book the other day. Not that I'm planning on buying it yet, but since I was too excited I bought it right away without even realizing that what I have is the book 2! What am I gonna do with the second book if i haven't read the first book yet?

haha yes, yes. I was stupid. Oh well, at least I have it already. So I might be good for a week. n_n

A Long, Long Sleep

Just finished the book today. It was about a girl, Rosalinda Fitzroy, who has been stassed for about 62 years. She was awaken accidentally by Bren who's just wandering around his grandfather's sub basement and found her stass tube.

Her parents died about 30 years ago and she got no family left. Even Xavier, her little brother, best friend, boyfriend, her Xavier was gone. With nobody else to confide to, how would she survive this new world?

People thought that she was stassed because her parents wants to save her during Dark Times. But no, she has been stassed over and over again before. 

Alone

so i guess i have to go to gym today, alone. which i must say, i'm not comfortable of. I'm just used to having people beside me all the time, not literally as "all the time", but you know.. just simply hanging out, strolling around the mall, watch a movie, etc. name it, i just can't simply do it alone. haha but this might as well be a stepping stone. sooner or later, i gotta learn to do things on my own. not that i'm planning to be with myself forever, but it's a life protocol i guess? haha and must take note that i should learn my directions. LAGI NA LANG AKONG NALILIGAW! that's all. bow

Healthy Living

this is no joke, i mean, seriously? this is harder than it looks. i started to attend gym few weeks ago, and i must say that it feels different. with all those sweats, i feel rejuvenated in a sense. after 2 years, imagine? after 2 years, i finally decided to get fit. haha

Ruby Sparks

I just watched Ruby Sparks a few days ago, and i must say that i really like it. We cannot just control love, literally.. Well, by all means. You can't make someone do what you want them to do, just to stay with you. Ruby was just Calvin's creation. At first, he thought he might just lost his mind, hallucinating or something. Because, Ruby just can't be real. But she is, she's out of his mind, literally. I gave this movie an 8 out of 10.

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Entry #2: Letting Go

I may not stop loving him but I'm moving on. They said, one form of love daw is wanting what's best for that person even if it includes you or not. That's why I always wanted nothing but the best for him. I'm praying that his wounds would heal so he could find someone else, someone better. Someone who'll understand what he can and can't do. Someone who would laugh at his corniest jokes. Someone who would hold his hands and would never ever let go. I'm not that person, it stings, but it's the truth. Hindi naman yun mahirap mahalin, kung pwede ko nga lang siya iadvertise e, why not? :D Hindi ko na kukulitin si God na ibigay siya sakin. I'll pray na lang for his happiness, for my happiness, for everybody's happiness. Malay mo, kakakulit ko kay God ng happiness e i-grant niya na rin ang Peace on Earth. haha vaduy. So ayun, be happy always my bansot. 

Entry #1: Rants..

Someone took my heart away and I need to get it back before I lose myself completely. I feel empty. I just couldn't feel anything. It's as if half of me had already departed and gone somewhere else. I gotta find her, but I don't know where to start. Should I go back to where I believe I left the other half of me? Or just continue living this way be contented with what I have and who knows, I might pick up pieces that could make me whole again. As much as I wanted to choose the first one, I think I should go with the latter to at least save myself from further pain. I just need to move on. KEEP MOVING FORWARD! Life still goes on. I have to learn to love myself again. Have faith and believe. Always remember that life isn't always what we expected. Sometimes it gives you more and a lot of times we fail to get what we really want. But soon enough, we'll realize that all we need is acceptance, trust, and  contentment. And add a little more patience. :D